Cornerstone Of Honesty

damn it

2010-09-11T11:36:00.000+08:00

you just don't know how much it hurts

dismal

2010-05-30T22:06:00.006+08:00

When you start to believe in things you do not believe in, you have eventually stopped believing in things that you always believe in.
Those days are gone, it seems like yesterday was merely dream, and it shattered all over in the memory.
Lonesome that remains is what I breathe, grieves that have me in vain to be my lead.

But not all who wander are lost....

discretely

2010-02-26T20:36:00.003+08:00

Thousand miles away from you,
Caught me in this barren road,
Striving in this far away love,
A dejected spirit and a broken soul,
Not knowing where else should I go,
Solitary has killed this busy streets,
The city has fallen into a deep sleep,
I sowed a field of worry seeds,
They grieve me whenever I reap,
This paranoia kills...

"Dear God, the only thing I ask of You, is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away from her..."

Noel's Affection

2009-12-27T20:58:00.005+08:00

A wreath hanging on the door,
Along with a handsel on the floor,
The mystery errants in the lure,
It is so absolute and pure,
A gift is a true love for the one I adore.

Beneath a tree of mistletoe,
A sparrow and another soul,
Sings a carol and dances on his own,
Forgetting the woes and all the sorrows,
Holding the one I love so close.

I wish it snows and then a Christmas white,
Catching snowflakes throughout the Silent night,
Clasping myself to you and you clinch mine,
Dismiss the crackers but the stars that glisten in the sky,
I see the detail of my life in your eyes that emit lights.

It ain't no surprise our love is a splendor,
We ain't got any luxuries but we make wonders,
Like how the Lord lights up my candle,
I found one keen, witty and pretty lass in a quiet wrapper,
Yeah I dated her since last year's 1st of September.

We are moving on and we seem to be content,
Counting nights that elapsed before I see you then,
Your face, your smiles are already enlighting my days,
To date you again, feel you and hold you are all rambling in my head,
And I heard the echo of your voice over again and again,

Tell me baby please, how am I gonna wait!?

<3

When darkness sings

2009-12-24T23:11:00.006+08:00

As time has come where sweet fades away, he hold onto nothin but an empty vow, as she was alone, he broke her down. Rapid pulse pounding on his chest, he was lost in the middle of no where, forgetting what he said in the promises they have made, as he closes his eyes and look deep inside, he sees the beast of his past, lies on the shadow beneath his heart.

Cries wouldn't mend her heart, tears wouldn't undo what he has done, only sorrows come along with this misfit. He was about to lose the greatest lady of his life, he stills wanna be in love. Looking back those days that they had, the memories that they share, it appears as scrolls of faithful vows. But they are now shattered and ages it takes to glean them back. The reign of darkness will not last long, hoping this holy festive will enchant a flicker flash of light on this rusty metal and together they are blessed by miracle.

The clock is ticking, it took away his confident. It's strange that someone closest to him has gone so far away. Learning how to talk again in the fear that he gains. Tonight he stutters, alone in the umbrage, trying to take all the clutters out of his head. That's the monster that leads them astray. But he keeps holding on, reaching out his shivering, timid finger, dashing through the murky dungeon. He wants to push the restart button. He is sure he's gonna treat her what she deserved to be treated and never gonna tear her apart no more.

It's late, the spring fades away. It's cold outside, stale and shabby, come home baby, please, hear me say...

Eastern, Part #2

2009-09-22T16:57:00.018+08:00

About an hour off from the mainland and forgetting how's the hustle bustle city looks like.
It might be a green & blueish hell for some, but a paradise to the most!
=D
After 2days of ambulating in the city, we've made our way to the perfect spot for all those who enjoy spending days doing nothin but to find their peace of mind, or just by laying on a deck 5 feet on top of the waves and feel the ceaseless breeze.
Time hangs heavy on our hands. Our mind was on the loose and nothing we have to worry about at all.
For sure, we did explore most parts of the island.
We went through pathways that leaded us to the shore and next, to the native fisherman village, and finally to the other side of the island where couple of luxurious resorts are located.

Here they go...

The reefs on the edge of the continental shelf.

Amazingly it didn;t fly away when I went as near as a foot to take this photo...very bold ey!

Tryna look further before the horizon,
the border of the slopes then to the Davy Jones.

Forget you guys not!

Funny to see them waves went away in the noon followed by a few hours of low tide before the sun sets.

Plain but appetizing.

The bungalows.

Hip Hip, Hooray!

Endangered slaughtering...please don't take em away from us.

He only took around a minute to get there =.="

Zenith!

Repent?
1) I should've stay there for another couple of days.

But nevermind, I'll be goin back again for sure. =D
And I have to admit, this is currently my perfect getaway...
What's next?
=D

Eastern, Part: #1

2009-09-15T00:52:00.012+08:00

Forget bout the hibernation, welcome to the post-slumber mode.
Have been lazing a couple of months away, neglecting this blog behind...my bad my bad.
Well, nothing much happen to me within these two months unless you possess fascination towards my routines =)

Just got back from a 1 week vacation at a perfect getaway for us, the town folks.
A bourgeois like me shouldn't require any luxurious trip I guess.
All I plead for is to be able to set my mind free, forgetting how a busy street looks like..
But no matter what, the 1st 2 days were kinda hectic, yet it was tremendous and totally adventurous.
City bus are cheap to hop on but some rural areas or even places which are near to the city are not accessible.
Or perhaps visitors like us just might not get used to their transit route.
Beggars can't be choosers..hence, we did alot of walking in the city once we got out from KKIA.
Homework was done within a week before the trip, yet we have still encountered some trivial matters of no account.
Guess this is somethin usual that often occur in trip like this, aint?
Well, at least we learnt! =)

Aite aite...cut the crap...
Here are some snaps that I wanna share with you guys...enjoy! =)

The minivan we took to reach the bus terminal...crammed! =)

Jesselton Point

Kota Kinabalu Wetland Centre.
Nothing else being spotted besides the greenish scenery, mangroves, mangrovess & mangrovesss! :D
This place is kinda spooky though.

Total peace of mind, don't you think so?

Up up we went, heading Kundasang in the end! ^^

State park.
Thousands from nationwide start their climb here.
Emm...anyone? heh

We did go for a short jungle trekking in just around less than 1mile of jungle trails within the park.
Nature is always the full depth and breadth of what it can possibly be.
What's inside is totally a mystery.
Disastrously beautiful? heh

Us, the duo. <3

Erm, I like this shot very much..hah =)

Just as soon as we left the park, we headed Kundasang straight away,
to the war memorial.

Beautiful pavements throughout whole memorial park.

Awesome =3

Wondering any goldsmith inside?

The loveliest lad I've ever seen in my whole trip.
Must be truly a perfect blend of the natives.

The 'shoplots'

A brief view of the town.

The sea watchers.

Sophisticated.

A locally made fresh milk.
Err, nothin really much different, it's still a milk! xD

Steam locomotive from the early of 19th I guess?
A few quick snaps, during the hustle bustle moment in the state museum before we hotfoot it out of town and towards the airport.

So this is how it looks like in a long house.
A perfect dopey for not knowing this. Shame on me!

Somethin exactly the same as we can always see in some part of the villages here =)

That's it for now...
I'm awfully late for work..
To be continued...

So long!!!

the long-awaited

2009-07-20T23:09:00.003+08:00

I ain't goin trippin here...just to share with you guys somethin that I've been craving for since long time ago...

Credit to Max from Exotic.

Tee-hee!
Nothin fancy for my weekend, but it was cool and mellow ")
And thank you for spending your time with me in that small lil room together with the non-stop buzzing sound.
It is somehow more irritating than the sound of screeching nails on the board donchu feel that?...hah!

Toodle!

insignificant recrudesce

2009-07-05T18:18:00.010+08:00

Have been lazing around in my house throughout every weekend since I started to work...
There goes my blog, deeply sunk and left disregard...
Guess I needa bring some steady attention and effort into play to keep this page alive...but how?
That's is my main concern, heeh.
Forget bout this dreary prelude...

I've found this fish eye lens for video camera in one of my drawers, believed to be one of my dad's little amusement back to the 90's..
Ive got only one way of using the lens, which is to hold it in front of the camera manually =)

Here are some of the photos I've captured few days back...

That's all folks " )

And before I bounce out, happy belated 303 aka 30h!3 xD
I'm not a fan but hey, the name of this band reflects and goes identically with this very important count! >:-)
This is the most interesting Ramlee burger I've ever seen ^^

Thank you so much miss dorkie :3
Let us keep going on..

Alright, time is up, I'm outtie..

p/s: damn i've got an itch to travel.

Hater

2009-06-13T12:04:00.003+08:00

Nazi? Anyone?
What's wrong with Jews?
=D

Nah...I'm just seeking for an improvement on my deteriorated sketching skill..how sad.
A random 1 and I've chosen YOU.

So long...

at least the moon shines

2009-05-25T23:34:00.014+08:00

I was miserably to blame of something that I will never ever considering of doing it.
And yeah, my perfect kick-start for the day has been ruined by both of us.
What's worse is, you are the one who I care about so much yet sometimes you left me nothing but full of hatred.
I consider this as a jumble muddle state and it will obviously left us unsettle for good.
Indeed, I do have to accept this fact: "despair is the parent of all rebellions."
I'm sorry but you have left me choice less, full of disappointment.
Thanks for the breakfast though...
I'm sorry to cause you shed a tear..
I feel awfully dejected.

- the past

Just until the very moment of preparing myself to be in the land of Nod, I've came through this mail which is surely an upsurge of happiness and full of appreciation.
Apparently it leads me to write off my somber mood.
And it's totally reluctant-less at all! Even though my eye lids keep on shutting off very constantly!! :D
This ends my day with a great night instead of sorrows and fright.

- the present

I shall include this as it switched my melancholy into a prefect melody.

I LOve YoUR EyEs

I loVe tHe wAy yoU LoOk Into My EyeS

I LoVE yOuR CheEKinesS

I Love YouR SurpriseS

I LoVe yOur UniqueNeSs

I LOvE yOuR DumbNeSs

I LovE Our Names SwitChinG Owners

I lOVe yOur ShynEss

I lovE yOuR TrutHfuL LoVe

I LoVE yOur TeasE

I LovE your LAme CantoNesE

I Love YoUr CArE

I LovE yOU SniFf Sniff My HaIr

I Love yOu BecAusE yoU aRe RarE

I LOvE yOur JeaLouSy

I Love Our ComPatiBiliTy

I loVe YoUr FinGers SliPpIng throuGh MinE Coz They Fit PerFectly

I LoVe Our ArGumentS OveR FoOtBall TeAMs

I loVe Our MutuaL UnDerStandIng

I lOve yOur Choco DriNks

I Love You WeaRinG my RiNg

I love YoUr PaSsIon fOr TraVellInG

I LOvE Us BrEaKinG ThE RUleS

I love YouR CoOL

I Love tHat YoU cook

I lOve hOw yoU Look

I lOvE tOrturiNg you

I lOve yOuR TasTe FoR fAshIoN

I lOVE yOur SmILE

I lOvE your XtrA Hairry LeGs

I Love TiCkling yOur JeLaTeK

I love yOuR BoYish ChaRM

I lOVe you HolDing mE TiGht

I loVe your Rhymes

I LovE your VoiCe

I lOVe PlAyinG SPIT WaR

& I EsPeciAlly LoVe YoUr EvEryThiNg!

Isn't it is such a bliss to have you in my life? =3
Pieces of you makes me your man.
<3

p/s: i'm sorry mom.

the bitter part

2009-05-22T00:09:00.005+08:00

the 22nd,
1209

sometimes i can hate it with full loads of passion.
but i just gotta remind myself to stay at the shore,not to ruin everything.
it's pretty sad to see cynical incidents happen when everyone's having a great time.
i'm on the verge of breaking down.
i feel bitter all over myself.
or somehow i gotta walk with this downright childish confidence through life believing that fate, hope, destiny or what ever super power in this earth, you name it, are going to assure me at the end, everything will work out well? hmm?
funny how, sometimes it works!

oh well..

aprilis

2009-04-18T23:37:00.005+08:00

We both know it shouldn't be like this,
We've tried to be strong,
Stupid fights,
No one's wrong or right,
Sometimes it's just beyond our might,
These days I got myself twisted in my head,
Cuz my life is now sliding,
I've tried my best to ride the wave,
Yet we're still so lost in the maze.

I don't think we should ever feel the need to worry,
Never ever get ourselves in a hurry,
And the time will go,
We may be far apart, yea I know,
But as far as I can see,
This is something befitting,
There's no need for any changes right now,
It's all right with me,
I will make myself to adapt well,
Without draining off any tears,
Reminiscing all the good memories will be the best deal.
: )

my chums

2009-03-03T17:21:00.003+08:00

Yeah, same house same room.
We got everything in common as in physically as well as mentally.
Sometimes we argue and sometimes we don't.
Oh yeah, and 3 of us share only a pair of spec but we have 3 pairs of contact lenses :-)
I love my chums, same goes to em.

265

2009-03-02T01:58:00.004+08:00

Something deep from the bottom of my heart :-)

nana's embracement

2009-02-06T14:36:00.003+08:00

Beauty still remains, tenderness's the same, glorious smile and laughter will never change...
It's your hug, which is full of warmth and affection on that day, makes me regained the long lost sensation of gramma's love...
Bethink of the moment when I was still a bud, comforting me when I was down, cheered me up, tickled me till I laughed...
Bethink of you came to visit us weekly, and fo sho there were two packets of hokkien mee, 1 for you and 1 for mom...and then you wil pick all of those small lil shrimps from the noodle and ready to feed me and sis...
And also, the time you put us to bed and stay beside us...
Missing those moment notably...
Time goes by and I'm no longer your lil baldy grandson as cheery as before...
There are times when I just wanna be with you, sharin every thoughts of mine...but something retrains me from doint that...
Till now, I'm still in the search of tht very lil 'something' that drags me away far from you...
I wanted to do something for you, to show how I still care about you but not just some lil conversation when I went to see you whenever I got back here.
I'm dejected and I'm so blue :-(
I love you ahma.

humdrum rotations

2009-01-10T10:38:00.004+08:00

Perceived differently?

What a tedious day...monotonous and dull mornin :-\
But thanks for that lovely smoochie, it's a perfect kick start :-)

Erm, I've got an unsolved problem here.
Someone tell me why I have to study law while I'm taking arts...
I got befuddled, makesmaheadreelswimwhirl, dammit! =.=

I'm done.

what the deuce!?

2008-12-22T23:26:00.004+08:00

Again, what you call this?

Blue laughter, fidgety and jittery thoughts, oooglie orangie wrinkles, blended feelings- It's me, ruthlessly absurd and needless. Whack me!

By the way, I'm done with all the assignments. Feeling slightly mellow. I hope Morpheus will lullaby me right after I got my fanny into the train tomorrow til I arrive when the dawn is breaking.

Looking forward to that so called apartment stay party! ^^

Here I am, sorry to you again and again. I'm a real dork :(
Nitwit will be me, no longer you.

yoole

2008-12-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

I know, it's been a long time since my previous post :)
Mebbe sometimes I just couldn't find the right frame of mind to blog...

I'm gonna make my way back to Penang again after few more days...
Will be having a warm dinner on the eve of Christmas with all my buddies, and you ")
It's kinda disappointed for all Hillsiders as our plan to have a one day apartment stay was called off, and the only venue left for all of us will be the little unit at a corner of the 13th floor of Hillside Garden apartment...
And I call to mind, that's a place full of laughter and happy moments and also sometimes, some untoward and tragic incidents...
When it comes to the cleanliness, those who ever left their footsteps should know how wonderful it is! :D
And thanks to the 'crews', Hillside no longer remain 'smudged'!
A celebration to be held over there should be ho hay problema! Thanks to those big cheeses again! ^^
Anyway, it's not only about the groovy surroundings, it's to capture the most remarkable moment with everyone...

Aite aite, shall bounce off now...
Adieu!

reinstate

2008-10-21T18:57:00.018+08:00

Well I've to admit it's sucha long period for me to rouse from this dormant but still a lil bit of 'menacing' state ^^
And that's why I'm here, putting in my time for this bounce back...

I've got maself amazed by those results for last semester's examination...ain't any distinction or excellence but at least it meets my adequacy...I'm jiggy wid tht, no hay problema : )

Guess tht's all I can spit out of my pinkish-grey, wrinkled organ in ma skull...I need time to deal with more of my latest issue..hehe

Here are whole lotsa photos of my dreamy, groovie, splendid holiday from KL back to Penang...

This is me and the soon-to-be Kiwi. xD

Lil Junnie and me.

Whooooh!

I slept on their beds. xD

Fucktard passed by =.=

Lets chicken out! : D

Tht soon-to-be Kiwi looks so serious!

Teeeheee! Kiddo, Black Cicak & me :)

Black lizard again, and Jing.

Errh...*ehem ehem*...LoL!

He's sho delighted!!! :D

The night when I met em.

Thx for everythin, my pork :3
xoxo

I miss em much! :3

Leavin the dock ^^

Thes is ya masterpiece :P

Tranquillity.

Schmellly hoof of urs :P

A pace to ur heart. <3

Serenity.

This is how they foot it in Jerejak :D

So much for now...I'm gonna wink out, adeus.

p/s: My dear ah suun...so sorry I'm unable to make a return on ur last birthday in Malaysia :(
Be happy altho d unbreakable trio failed to gather around on 23rd of Oct.
I'm here, the 1st to wish u Happy Birthday in advance and may all ur dreams come true.
Hope u'll gonna have all halcyon years today onwards :D
Btw, wait for my return...I'll re-celebrate ur birthday cuz there will be two 23rd of Oct this year! xD

carks & cares

2008-10-14T16:12:00.007+08:00

I never meant for this to happen,
sorry if i'm not too understanding,
sorry if i'm too blinded by curious and furious to see your side,
sorry if i keep on repeating the same mistakes,
sorry i say stupid things and i can't find the breaks,
sorry if i were to ruin your day when mine's bad,
sorry for my every blue,
sorry because it’s my disgrace,
sorry but i'm just like an angel from the hell,
Sorry.

iheartchu

je t'aime

2008-09-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hello beautiful, how is it goin on?
Whenever I close my eyes I can see you,
Where ever I go I'll think of you,
You're the air that I breathe,
And I can feel that you're just by my side,
The feeling is getting stronger,
Cause you're always be with me,
Even though you're far away,
And I can know that you're fine,
As our mind and soul are firmly being tied.

The day has been so long,
I'm here tumbling over and over in a bed of notes,
Flipping through many pages of time,
Each and every word that I've gone through,
Symbolize a thousand times of I-Miss-You,
As days go by and time goes by,
I look back once again,
The time when I had you in my arms,
I can feel the whole world in my palm,
As you're comforting me with all your charms.

Thinking back how did I fall in love with you,
Till we understood each other so well,
And we're never gonna be alone again,
I can feel the presence of your love,
At the moment when I held up your gentle hand,
It's a magical that we've came to this far,
Reminisce all those little things,
Like all the funny conversations we had,
Or the first time that we kissed,
Everything's like a dream come true.

If I could see the the stars tonight,
The stars that gonna brightly shine up in the sky,
I'll wink to them and tell them you're mine,
I guess what I'm trying to say,
Is that I miss and love you more as time goes by,
It hurts me when I'm unable to see you,
Or not to know that you're okay,
But I have faith in you my dear,
Just to think more about you,
And its gonna take me through this night.

<3

i'm gonna miss you this <--infinity---> much

2008-09-09T14:48:00.010+08:00

Not gonna be able to reach you that often till next week...
Yarh I'm gonna miss you like cwazy for these few days :(
Shooo-ing every seconds every minutes and hours away as soon as possible....
Please take care of yourself very very much...
Let go all the tense inside you when you're not around here...you gotta be very free as in mentally and physically...heeeee ^^
Enjoy every moment of your life there...I wanna see your "Ah, joie de vivre!" face expression when I got back :-D

<3

appreciation

2008-09-08T21:03:00.006+08:00

Hoping a turn for the better and that's why I spent half of my Monday over at Cheras to meet my 'aaaaa deeaar' as she's gonna introduce me some jobbies...

I have to thank you once more...I feel so grateful to have you in my life and here all the time, especially when I'm facing all these shits now...
Thanks to your fam as well...they're just way too kind and friendly...

I'll be strong eh...bo buuun tay one okay? Pang sim ;-)

Study hard for your SPM trials and the actual one...
I know u hate accounts...but you have to do it no matter whut....
aaaaah deeeaar, ni ke yi de!!!
XD

Pheeeewiiit!! Yeng ma litht... LMAO! XD

Tor che for the cheeezy cake....

amigos

2008-09-04T19:23:00.007+08:00

My friends,
When I'm down, you guys cheered me up,
Whenever I've fallen down from the sky like the raindrops,
I've got tones of droplets came along with me,
When I need u guys at all,
I know ya'll will stand tall,
Thou many friends came and went,
God gave much more than I ever asked,
To have a bunch of chums like ya'll,
It takes more than caring to be a true friend,
The nature of friendship requires a blend,
A blend of warmest compassion and deepest love,
To reach each and every of our heart,
I treasure every one of you all my friends.

Dear Hillsiders... thanks sho much for tht blue color thingy...I appreciate it very very much...
And to my dearest ah suun...as I said, you're the only lighthouse in the middle of the sea...I see no buoyant object I see no land...thanks sho sho much for every single help of yours...
I shall be living in gratitude no matter what kinda state & condition I'm in...
How thankful I am to have you as ma confidante...
I will stay strong throughout this whole adversity and I won't letchu and everyone down.
;-)

far away from thee

2008-09-03T00:51:00.005+08:00

Its been a miracle i found u who meant so much to me,
I cant explain why this wonder works really well between us,
But there's one thing that I know for certain,
I felt an aching in ma heart,
When I realize that how much I miss u.

I see ur picture and it recalls your giggle,
And how lovely is the nuzzle and nestle,
It's been only a day already I'm so desolated,
I know I'll see u again sooner or later,
But I need u to know that I care and I miss u.

To think of u regularly is my rut,
It's getting stronger as the days continue to pass,
My emptiness is getting more deeper to the last.
And no matter how far we may be apart,
Your're always the special one in ma heart.

<3

sorry but i'm all about to rant

2008-08-19T17:35:00.009+08:00

Well, I got some meaningful quotes to share :)

"An advantage of poverty, your relatives gain nothing by your death." - Hebrew Proverb

"Go to friends for advice, woman for love, strangers for charity and relatives for nothing." - unknown source

Definitely they're all too good to be true and I'm so in love with the latter one, no doubt! :D

What's the point of being so wealthy by possessing inconsiderate and domineering kind of mental set?

Instead of those absurd behaviors, why not go get a lil knowledge of what's the most essential to being wealthy?

It'll be so so nice if gratitude & warm-hearted are to come about to brainwash ya'll into someone else I truly care about the existence and love with every single beat of my heart.

Stop tattling all those foretell false statements about some one else akin with you yet so far-flug away in relationship as if you know every single shit about 'em. You're such a dork acting like ay smart alec you bunk!

Give a hand to those who need it willingly and hope for nothin in return. Will you? God sees and knows your good deed.
What goes around comes around & what goes up must come down.

That's all my speech and I'm about to wink out.

Seems like there's no one to trust at all besides friends who are kindred spirit...dang!

june's visit

2008-08-16T14:16:00.006+08:00

This fella just got bec from OZ and I'm so glad she's able to drop by...
kam xia kam xia ^^

Wednesday. Went for a movie with June girl and smallfish at Timesquare. We had our frustrated meal there as well...grrr!
Had our dinner at Hartz Chicken buffet but that unsavory meal let us down...
Lame. Shouldn't enter that restaurant since we had already sense the unwelcome ambiance which is dominated by the low and yellowish lightning plus hushed and displeasing atmosphere at the very first when we walked by...
I dunno how and why, we finally got dragged in by some evil ayam spirits.
And so, we spent just around an hour there chomping and whining at the same time. Likewise, we only take the same kinda food which seems abit more appetizing than the others - the roasted ayam
-.-"

Thursday. June girl said she's gotta hang out with her sis and will not be stayin at ma place that night...
And since that, I promised to meet up a friend who had just landed on his feet at M'sia few weeks ago with some others who's in KL...
It's kinda rare to have gathering with some old high school mates since some of them already fly up high and far away from their hometown and I gotta treasure this chance very much...
Great, I thought it'll be a cool kickback at somewhere lovely or somebody else's crib...but then they ended up heading BarCelona...
I got ma face crumpled. That's just ain't my kind of place to relieve stress or to hang out with friends...
I'll become moody and ma feelings will be getting more and more tense cause those damaging woofers are sucha killers to me! I got ma heart cracked and beat like 20 times per secs!
Urgggh :(
What to do when everyones agree to go while you're the only opposer...assume that I'm doin donation lah...fucks!

Yesterday. Hallie followed June to ma crib to learn some dancing stuffs and we sent her back.
Thanks to Malaysia's wonderful placement of roadsigns again...I got lost for like about 2 hours after I'd missed a couple of U-turns...luckily I was not alone or I'ma wet my pants! XD
Dang! I makan like ay hooligan after a day of starving ><

Moments ago. Sent June girl to train station as she's makin her way back to Sri Petaling to meet up her aunt. Adeus.
Oh yeah...thanks for your prezzie very much! I'll use it daily!
It's fuckin comfy you know!! But then it'll turn into normal one after few minutes...hahaha
Thanks thanks again, I'm no longer a menial CSP! 亚公 had thrown away his rake and cangkul, and he is on his way to town liaw!!! HAHAHA!!!
X)

Take #1

Take #2

Take #3
(i managed to load this sampat pose, shud thank me hor? XD)

joyous state

2008-08-11T19:40:00.004+08:00

Finally I'm done with all those 7 assignments in couple weeks of time...but this piece of chic is the real main shit that nearly dragged me to an outburst...
It took away my peaceful night for nearly a week....leaving me so strenuous so deranged...doing all those random rants every night >.<

Well, what to do when you got pushed by a whole load of pressurize thrust to finish it in like a week time?
Hentam saja lah...
My dear wonderful tutor wants us to have it done as two peas in a pot with the original picture, erhm...at least 90% of alikeness he blah-ed....
WTF!!?
Not to say that it is a wild goose chase but I'm just an amateur for now. It's kinda mission impossible to me larh! :(
He insisted that being meticulous and precise regarding the proportion and detail is a must...
What ay bunk...this is my 4th time using acrylic and u got so much of requests?!
I'll have to disobey and do it my way when the shit hits the fan... I got no idea how to make it 90% similar and I know it is an unattainable job for me...
I'll let ma intuition runs wild n free in me!! Take no worries!! XD

Fo sho I hope for an acceptable grading mark...I had being so persistent and no matter what I gotta be diffident-free !
Ever since I'd learned what's complacency all about, I have to be contented as I'd gave and tried the very best of me...
Gotta improve more and more nextime.

I'ma cheery bloke...
:D

080808

2008-08-08T23:33:00.004+08:00

Owh well how great...I missed the grand stunning display of the opening ceremony of 2008 Beijing Olympic at the Bird Nest's Stadium...

Amazed! (Adopted frm TheStar Online)

At least a 17 inches idiot box to be located at any small corner in ma hostel will make my life merrier dunchu think so? LoL
Nevermind...there will be replays or I can watch them thru tha net :)
Should have visit RTM1 live TV earlier just now...how laggard ish ma brainee...
Or supposedly, I'm in this tardy and slow-paced mode...
Hmm hmm...

Anyway, since there're still 5 minutes to end this present day...I just wanted to write up somethin as 080808 is kinda lucky nice numero ay?? :D
Crapz crapz crapz -.-

Gonna wind-up now..

Noite & adeus.

fretful me

2008-08-07T05:01:00.006+08:00

It's been almost a week I'm in half dead mode...
Final assignment caused me falling apart gradually, ma peace of mind got exasperated...damn!
I am now officially ay big mad crankie grumpie zombie paired up with Lurch's trademark sunken eyes and his devilish grin!!

Supposed to be at my desk doin the painting job by this time but then I just can't withstand both physical and mental pressure...
I only managed to paint one small part of A3 size like after 5 hours of time....
What a waste...I did sweet fuck all today! =.=
Have been dragging plenty of time just tryin to get the correct mixture of some particular color and there goes ma precious time...

I'm all alone in the hall and it's 6 in da mornin...
Tryin to seek for the absence of mental stress or anxiety, and also the presence of serenity now...
I'm totally fucked up and not gonna give a single touch on that piece of shit until I'm in the right frame of mind to do that...
Owh God...show some guidance puh-leezee :(

Oh yeah...btw, meet Lurch -.-

And,

I'm so sorry to you...I've got some ill temper and was being such a weirdo these days...
It was sucha fool to behave like that and I know you find it very peculiar...
You're always wise enough to sense somethin's not right...I failed to hide...
I'm fighting real hard against it...being worry oneself is a total dumb.
Just that, I'm sorry and I'll be okay after another few days when I'm done with everythin...

All the while, I was thinkin am I being too hopelessly devoted?
Yet I'm unable to do anything if I were just so.

uoy ssim i :s/p

conversación

2008-07-20T21:36:00.009+08:00

9:39 pm

June: I found out that your life always misery wan...hahaha!

Me: Yea loh...I wonder why?

June: Is it you're being too sensitive or it's really so pathetic?

Me: Yea...I ain't sure as well...mebbe I prank God alot of time in the past when we were frens...and now he gotcha me back...possible anot u think?

June: How you prank him? Say wanna baptist but you bai huut in the end?

Me: Mebbe I owiz pull his pants down...

June: Owh...you are the Guan Yin Ma who waited 2 tiak his shi shi bird...XD

Me: June, I will quote this particular conversation to ma blog...hope he'll see this..

June: ok..dai je bu

End.

it was yesterday

2008-07-20T17:43:00.008+08:00

Yeah...together wif YJ to grab some stuffs and meet up his fren at Timesquare, then aa dear at Pavilion...
Spent almost half an hour or mebbe more than that got caught in the jam before we reached Titiwangsa...

Hectic life + those engaging traffic = total fucked up!
For sho this ain't the place to live ma life but only a sojourn for some years...

Was plannin to catch Heathy and the red HORNy guyfrom hell but then...look at the congested cinema!
Damn...
And we make our way to the food court since some of them are starvin...

It's okay...I'll hit the cinema again next week...and fo sho not on weekends anymore : (

Still goin for a movie?

Me & aa dear in candid shot.

Oye oye..kiss ma hand, u may XD

Asked u to sit properly for a nice shot d ma...see now u ended up like this..cool X)

YJ wif sum chicx!

YJ's blonde headed fren ...sorreee I 4got ur name >.<

Converse alive mannequin.

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to be frank

2008-07-20T13:51:00.005+08:00

" You're scared
It shows
Been there
You're not prepared to be in love with me
So soon
Cause you've been through enough to have
Something hold you back

We don't need to go that far
Let's hold on to where we are
If it's real we'll make it through
Cause all I need is you

We don't need the world right now
We got time to work it out
Hold on tight, I'll hold on too
Cause all I need is

Baby, maybe we should start somewhere
And baby, let me in your heart
Before we fall apart

Cause all I need is you
All I need is YOU. "

lately, eccentric

2008-07-17T14:09:00.007+08:00

I've seen a light,
A light from a bud,
A bud that lets me know how loved I am,
I am safe from harms,
Harms that never let me feel the warm.

To you my bud I felt very thankful,
For each and every of my day,
Lifting up my spirits when I'm gloom,
Someday we may revive our heyday.

Thanks very much for the call...guess I'm gonna be better time by time : )
Enjoy your trip!
Looking forward to thes coming September and we're gonna hv our kickback!! ^^
I miss our 'trinity' moment so much!
Gotta cast my tedious smile and trudge away!

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You,

I have not seen you for a while...

I have seen many new faces as time elapsed,
but not my dearie you...
I have seen starry nights along the bright moon light,
but nothing of your affectionate smile...
I have seen sunrises and sunsets day by day,
but nothing of your beautiful face...

Parting is such a sweet sorrow...

Hopes be my guide,
Hopes from your sight,
It gets me through day by day, night by night,
Here I am standing at the bright side.

idle me

2008-07-12T18:31:00.005+08:00

Had been spending my entire Saturday 'strolling' at home, seeking something to keep out of boredom and yeeaaaah...I got some movies and clips to be with me and feel no abandon :-)
It's ample to me to rest my mind for being idle at home rather than to chill outside...since I know what's gonna happen to my wallet once I stepped out of ma crib...
Blardy pathetic when you're running out of cash yet you are craving for some stuffs... T.T

Well, credit to Smallfish for sharing the royal ManUtd 07/08 season review.
I just can't get over that clip! Especially the rocket winger who can play alongside with the striker as well... Whooooh, he is sho hot so unreachable!!! Just lika slippery bar of soap...defenders hate him very much...LoL
And no doubt, chicx are head over heels in him so as the latest champions of Spanish Primera...wooot woot!
I mean besides the 'package'...look at his ability & contributions...oh mii gawd!!!
I would have to agree that Ronaldo's free kick against Pompey was the best free kick ever for that particular season...inches away from the woodwork and to the top right corner of the goal , a total stun for David James O.o
And personally, Nani's sensational 30 yards winner over the Spurs at the early stage is my choice for the best goal of the season...
Ronnie is gettin more and more deadly...I can guess why the amount of haters grow rapidly...hahaha...jealousy kills...too bad XD
Gonna miss him for the 1st 12 weeks of the coming season...cepat cepat recover!!

Sometimes it's nice to reminisce the past, the history they'd made, the joy and despair, the frown and smile...
Who else got the review of 98/99? can share ar? ^^
And now I'm so anticipating...looking forward to the return of 08/09 BPL...
1st match, Red Devil gonna welcome the Magpies at Old Trafford...
Hopefully the traditions of shooting down the Magpies will keep on rocking...as we can see, United scored 11 goals in the previous season while Newcastle managed to get only a goal, a ruthful consolation...mwahahaha!!! That's also Ronnie's debut of his hat-trick...thankful to the Magpies huh...

Please don't take him awaaaay!!!

Adeuss, I'm off for another mooveee =)

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*Elmo's mommy is comin back tonite! yaaaay!* :p

a quick getaway

2008-07-08T12:18:00.003+08:00

Landed my feet at my hometown and next, to the island...
I'm so glad Andrew's there as well...as I was told that he's hiding himself in Alor Setar spending time barking along with his gold color girlgirl...hahah...
Here are some snaps before I left...

Too bad, left out Ah Boon again >.<

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And fo sho, my main intension is to meet you up : )
Thanks for spending a day with me...
Wish that we could have more time for each other & seriously, the day was too short for me to be with you..
Wish that I could stay whenever I looked into your eyes :p
See, I'm gonna start usin ma "imagination's ability" to summon you into my mind again...heeee!
Your giggles, your laugh & your sweetest smile...awww =3

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blissful

2008-06-27T18:55:00.006+08:00

June, Andrew & Daniel make their way to KL again...
This is the 2nd time for their monthly visit...hahah...hope it will last long : )
It's quite worthy to leave an amount of assignments behind to be with them...
Ya, fo sho I'm not gonna be a grouch and whine like a shitty growler...they really meant a lot to me and thank God I was able to spend precious time with them...love u guys :D
Now let the picha to do the talk...I'm sho sho lazy! =.=

Surprise visit to Vera's crib...

Daniel nearly being left alone in lrt...pooor Ah Hin...

Yaay! The leftover, with some fine white gravy....anyone? :)

June's masterpiece...she's so into this lately! :B

Spicy chic + Ori taste chic + Coke + Vannila ice cream + Saliva + Mash potato = "Csp coleslaw"!!!
XD

Green color cake + Yellow color cake + Cookies + Vannila ice cream = Amos famous dish!!!
XD

And we managed to have our gunung french fries session here as well...

Before they left...too bad...left out tht black color thingy >.<

To be in the state of great happiness and joy with you guys is my pride...
Love & treasure ya'll very much!
Looking forward to the upcoming trip...

xoxo

Shiseido Cle de Peau Beaute Launch

2008-06-11T17:41:00.009+08:00

Working alongside Stephanie as guest registrar and give away door gifts...
Had a real great chance to see some steaming hot and quality models like Stephanie Chai!, Carmen Soo!, Jaclyn Victor!, Emmeline Ng!, Gloria Ting!, Wong Sze Zhen! and err...supposed to be a few more...but wot ay sudden breakdown to my deficient brainy...I owned a weak memory, damn! >.<

The event was a success, total class and grand despite the air-conditioner somehow had malfunctioned...
Not supposed to utter a flak regarding this case as I was privileged to work there : )
Overall, it ain't a strenuous but a favorable job! ^^

And guess what, I was a lucky bloke yesterday, havin chances to take a few snap shots with some pretty lass!
Man I can feel the heat! XD
They're sho sho gorgeous! And friendly as well! :)

Oh yeah, and...not to forget bout the venue, which is an exclusive, tranquil, luxury super deluxe hotel, also the former residence of British High Commissioner to Malaysia. The hotel is a union of 2 mansions, the Carcosa mansion and the Sri Negara mansion. The Victorian style plus a wee bit mixture of the Malayan charm suites with it's decor and furnitures are so unique!

Makes ma eyes went poppin out and jaw went droppin down! fuuuuh~~
And I can even have my catnap in the loo... -.-"

I'm in ma dreamy day...oooolaaaalaaa~
X)

from me to you

2008-06-04T18:19:00.003+08:00

Time passes slow making me living in a slow mo,
But this hardship gonna be a definite undergo,
Thus bringing you to mind sets my life aglow,
Making me feel like everything is on the go.

Day turns dark but you still shine,
Time passes by but you still in my sight,
I'm unsure the scheme of this rhyme, shall you decide?
But to you I recite definitely is my biggest pride.

Recapture your beautiful smile and stifled laugh,
Rekindle my spirit like relighting a bulb,
Reflection shines and glint, my dreamy day endowed,
Resembles the moment of stealing someone else's heart.

As these days go by,
Longing that we get closer time to time,
And when depression leave you lost and divide,
I'm always here for you to confide.

: )

Martell Rising Personalities Award 2008

2008-06-03T12:03:00.005+08:00

My 2nd time to work for the Katalyst...
This time is much more fun...yea and of course, we get busier than the former event...
Thanks to miss Claire, giving me this opportunity to work and learn and also a great chance to see those special guests in real person...all of them got the 'pheewwiiit' Rise Above factor!! XD
Looking forward to the forthcoming events...
Here's a few picha...

DJ Blink spinning

Some fine chicken breasts come upon our sight,
so unexpectedly,
& fo sho its supper time! XD

Btw, I managed to capture some excellent artwork at the foyer of KLPAC...
There's an art exhibition held over there at the same time...
Below are some artworks by Tommy Tenggara, an exciting fella among the contemporary artists in Indon...

Faces Of People

Home Stay

Community

Aesthetica

So long, farewell, I need to say adeus...
Good day to everyone
: )

memories

2008-06-01T17:05:00.017+08:00

Gonna express my gratitude for everything you guys had done during my semester break back at Penang...really sho sho glad & grateful!
Quite a long haul to load these up...
As I was disposed to idleness for some period of time >.<
Soweee...

Friendship does not hold grudges or demand perfection, friendship is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times, friendship is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds, friendship is the strength when you are too weak to notice its there, friendship is shared tears.
I love ya'll with every beat of my heart.
: )

status quo ante

2008-05-26T16:12:00.052+08:00

Dear all, my delightful return from a period of time devoted to pleasure '' )

At first I was so excited when I was told by my godsis that we're gonna hit Port Dickson. The first thing came across my mind is beee-chaass!!! Thought this will be my debut to step on sandy shore and feel the waves somewhere nearby this horribly engaged city.

But then as soon as we reached, there ain't any tangy smell of the sea I can sniff. Then out of my expectation, I only realised that the beach is man-made!
Ooowh..wotta Tiara BEACH Resort!
O.o
Cool ma...such a lark nia.. fuuuuh~
But that doesn't matter at all, not even a single frustration. I enjoyed livin my life so care-free just like the kids! I don't even have to think what to do and eat next! My mind is in a total idle mode... Song arh! + )

And now, everything's gonna return to the existing condition of a month ago. Before the restless new semester starts, I'm gonna be unoccupied for another day. This ain't any other pamper package, but a plain relax for my grip to end this holiday before I start any sketches and a reeeeaaal HARD dig in! *grrrr*
To the battlefield everyone!!! >:-\

A lil memory frm thes merry & unexpected vacation... ^^

Ezekiel

Natalie

Sueann

Natasha

Baby Ethan

Amazing ostrich egg which can support up to 110kg!

He's shy larh...

Oh yeah...my resolution for this brand new start.
I'll summon them into my mind, no worries ^^
Till then.
; )

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2008-05-14T21:11:00.011+08:00

You see, to those who got their fragile heart broken and live life miserable for quite a while, they will be extremely happy, excited and glad when astonishment came across...

They put all their efforts in it and pray hard for good occurence.
They do believe God will always be by their side, blessings and assists.
The rest, is all their's. They have to buckle down themself.
The sudden astonishment plays the role as their lucky charm. They will soon depend on the amazement to live their live. Some sort of determination I can say.
One small thing goes wrong will cost a heavy blow.
You gotta see like how a worn out screw destroy the whole corkscrew.

But, but...things won't be as perfect as they wished for.
When things go astray, every single part starts to fade away, and then it'll be the shades of their heyday.
This is where they have to start all over again.
This ain't any interval but a cycle.
They struggle from the sores, they gain through the pains, and they got no one to blame.
Because, they realised that nobody deserves anything and anything will happen in a blink.

Then, they learnt to live life wiser. Be content, not to think about desire and request.
They take everything serious and try to make improvement.
They didn't expect for fame, glam or anythin but a trio consists of happiness, love and care.
How they wish and crave for the perfect trio to glare.
God bless....

Smile at the bad weather and kept going.
Astonishment will strike upon anything.
:-)

inscribe

2008-05-12T14:33:00.002+08:00

I wish that you could live life great for good,
I hope the dreams you wish for will all come true,
I wish you live the life always for yourself not like the fame & shame in the hollywood,
I hope your genuine & affectionate smile always shinning through.

I wish I could stare right into your eyes telling my esteem towards you,
I hope you shall be certain to yourself and God hears your prayers, you're blessed,
I wish the burden you carry will not be too heavy for you,
I hope to see life as a myth so you are the pioneer of every success.

I wish and I trust somehow I shall may not be forgotten, Do you?
I hope still to see you rejoice your favorable outcome when time goes on,
I wish to be a wee bit part of the completely wholly you,
I hope the upon all will enhance you, girl you gotta be strong, life goes on.

I wish, I hope?
: )

witticism & dedication XD

2008-05-10T03:25:00.006+08:00

beautiful light, stars filled night,
a belle i knew not more than a fortnight,
has somehow makes my heart grows fond and so alive,
perhaps the spellbound of her voodoo strike?

beautiful light, stars filled night,
having you side by side,
your smile shall be the significant highlight,
how i wish to have you always in my sight.

beautiful light, stars filled night,
i hope i would assemble and make the words go right,
just like how you told me to feel the rhyme,
be your care giver and wishing you will sleep tight all the nights.

" )

absent

2008-05-04T13:20:00.003+08:00

I'd made my way back to my home sweet home and then across the sea, here I am at the Pearl of Orient, joy-life?
haha...guess so, I'm cool here ^^)
This ain't another wow-wow vacation trip but hell yeah...I can chill with ma buddies and hey, this is way better alot than anything, everything! :D
Bailed out from weariness and dullness of my very very unfavorable city...hehe
I have to ease my mind before another new semester arrive...
Till next I log into blogger.com
Signing out, I greet adeus to you and you and you...
haha...

xoxo

can't love can't hurt

2008-04-29T20:13:00.007+08:00

The first single from their new album Can't Love Can't Hurt...
Dan Layus is much more macho after his haircut...no more emo looking guy banging the keys and then flushed away by the waves...haha!
Sweet and low simply perfecto...the melody, the significance...so whole to me... <3

Uhm...how about this?
To put the risk through the pain and hopefully find love than not to love, or just end up all alone and shall fate decide for you?
:-)

Okay...soccer session!!!
Who's going to Moscow? Who's heading the exit of CL's semi later? Tension night at mamak again...
My brain starts to work now...loads of prediction... Damn!

The same time, I have Claude Monet, Georges Braque, Pablo Picasso, bla & bla & bla on my mind now...
Wonder how am I gonna tell stories of them during tomorrow's paper...
Tough la...knowing their history is more than enough...I can flip over the books whenever I need more info maa...fuuyoh...TL nia...
Thanks for sending me to TARC instead of an art school my dear pap & mii...now I'm like a retard psycho scratching hard my head constantly...

I wonder why human keep on scratching their head over and over again whenever problems occur? =.=

Till here then...pray for MU to rogol Barca hiong hiong!!!

>:-(

i'm in a lazy pace

2008-04-28T19:07:00.012+08:00

Rainy days makes my life goes craz....
Indeed, daily downpour even though now isn't the raining season...
A wee bit of time near the pool before the attack of the drops...

15th May is coming real soon...hhehehehe...
*daydream,daydream*
Okay...I'm dead tired...gonna date my bed...
Ciao~

haphazard

2008-04-27T23:19:00.026+08:00

A pointless day at Times Square cloaking in a plain dark shop doing some random shots, since I know I'm gonna be very boring at home...so, never mind to be a senseless cloaker larh...some more I can mengoda-goda someone else's "honey" 8-)

A great deal of obsessive need leh! And I've got my aim. I'm gonna get mine by end of the year. Hopefully? :)

I'm gonna grind away by hitting as many event jobs as I can to get that shit!
Fotografía caught mi corazon!!!
Yeah I am so hopelessly devoted! So gay to learn this & also knowledge digging...
Let's joy-learn! Heeeee~

credits to ikan kecik for my potrait :)

Oh, did I ever mentioned? That Penang mali mr. rich guy who often pops up with sudden thoughts of bouncing to KL visited us again, ya I meant it!!!...uhm, but actually not really us lah...is some particular dearly person...hehe

This time he came here for a reason....
For this...

and this...
Wooaahhh....senoritasss, you girls are so so lucky to be born without a D!

Lastly, check out this fucker when I woke up and hop in his room this mornin...Waktu Syuruk ar?

Heeeeeee~
Adeus and a pleasant night everyone!
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a must watch!

2008-04-26T12:01:00.011+08:00

Yaaay...Steve Carell no longer the boring Dan in real life & princess Mia is way to cool as agent 99!!! GAAAWSH!

Adam makes me LMFAO...I heart Zohan!!! I wan full service haircut,
can I, can I???

Errrh, seriously I dont think rotten pumpkin looks scariiee...nowadays horror flick macam tak best je :(
hope this is differ and will be a promising one...

And this is the most anticipating!!! JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE IS INSIDE!!!! wooooh!!!
& also my beyond goddess Jes Alba...awwwwh!
*drooling*~*heart melting*~*dying*~Damn!
& Mike Myer...his karma is huge...hahaha...
the midget looks like an idiot...LoL

Moment ago Chelsea defeated ManUtd...celaka!
So so speechless thru this astonishment...really very 'dramatic'...
Drogba still alive!! Drogba still alive!! Damn!!
The ref memang kayu sial...
Haaiihhh...hows gonna be with the CL second leg?
Hope Vida will be fine...a nasty facial injury, ended up very groggy and i guess he lost few of his teeth?
-_-"

20th anniversary of this product

2008-04-25T23:50:00.019+08:00

Sad giler when they all celebrated that perv's birthday there....T_T...he is totally in high spirits!
And one more thing that tickles his heart very very much is....that candle thingy at the car park (partially from the one he hopelessly devoted..completed wholly by hillsiders...LoL!)...guess that's the most valuable prezzie to him....dah pasti he syok betul...
I dunno where the fuck they went for dinner, but then that budak heading straight to Batu Ferringhi with her ah dear after the celebration...I did tell him the invention of getah...pandai pandai lah him...LoL!
Windy night, don't catch cold!

Ini dia, the birthday boy -
mr.CCBPervertBaboonDearFuckerAhboonMysayang.

Happy birthday sayang...
Mwaaahhhh!

June's come-and-slap-my-tight-ass candid shot in Darren's little seluar dalam XD
I cannot imagine how his kiddie termite and kiddie butt look like when he is wearing it...haha!

Get set, go!

Progress.

Job done!

Very very and very potong steam when everyone involved in that celebration whilst I am the only solitary loner here...sad larh wey...
I guess this is the last time to have this kind of merry and gay celebration...since everyone is pushing off very soon... (June June!! my eyes flooded again and again!! For real leh!!)
Hopefully there's another big great giant farewell at the beautiful island which is full of those remarkable memories before they left...

Some midday lunch photos during pap's visit today...
Damn...the Ampang Kim Gary is a total full house...very very pack lah...iish!
That place is fully employed by fellows employees...

Rapid KL.

I want a full service for this table, please? :)

Erm...this is my pap...gaya not? hehehe

Starter not appetizer.

Hi. Meet Suz in yuck!

I shall be having notes in my hand now...
I shall be in a sensational mood to study & be fully prepared for tomorrow's exam...
I shall be not to have thoughts like 'study later laarh', 'i want to play your camera fish', 'lets go ta pau ramlee burger'
I shall, I shall, I shall...

REALLY GO TO STUDY NOW!!!
ANYONE CAN BEG ME TO STUDY PLEASE!!!
FOR WHATEVER SAKE!!!
I BEG MYSELF TO BEG YOU TO BEG ME!!!

ArrrhhHHHhhhahhhhHHH~~~~

X-(

Ronny said he will score

2008-04-24T18:58:00.021+08:00

Ronny insists he will bounce back with scoring goals when the teams reconvene in 6 days time...
Hargo: "Our plan worked."
Carrick: "Now we'll attack."
Quotes from ManUtd webbie...
Yesterday was really a heart attack match! I was like playing space shot for 90 minutes long....knn!

Steady defensive play but they throw away a lot of counter attack chances...the statistics memang teruk >.<
Tengok possession tuuuh...ya allah nii!
Fuuuuuuh~

Okay...that's all the footbal thingy...everything is so risky now...dunno what will gonna happen in this weekend's BPL? I hope Drogba break his leg!!! Heeeeee!!! >D

Just got back from a half hour outing at my condo's garden...and yea...again, too too too boring here...time passes so slowly...
I guess I'm okay with my exam just now...I hentam everythin inside...I hope they gonna pass me lah...show some mercy show some mercy!
Waiting for Saturday and then next Wednesday and then next Friday!!! Then I will be back to my home sweet home!!! Yeeeehaaa!!!

Here's the pics...

Gotta study for Saturday's exam...
Adeus!
^^)

Nou Camp

2008-04-23T20:34:00.012+08:00

I can feel certain secure and content after a 6 (-3) hours revision at the famous 24 hours library which you can find lotsa students attempt to get the BEST concentration there with burgers and fries all over their hands...and yeah...you can probably see The Fray on your left, Click Five on your right, or even Pete Wentz with his whole band infront of you...they fully utilize their mouth doing some acoustic assisted by their great big stacks of notes (flipping their notes all over and over again constantly in few secs!) ...wooooooh~

Steph and I did that too....but in a slightly more placid way....hahah!
The first 3 hours, I did it so well! Full of enthusiasm, showing great interest and excitement to finish whole loads of past year questions..
I started to lose my grip to the notes on the fourth hour...we started to blablabla till dinner time, then got up and shop for burgers then continue our 'revision'.

Well at least I managed to stuff quite a lot of notes inside me along with my cheese burg...guess I'm able to answer at least few questions tomorrow...
Now the climax part...the awaiting moment to witness the first clash of two very very prestigious football clubs among the world...
In 3 hours time, Barcelona gonna take on ManUtd at Nou Camp...anxious sial!! It's gonna be more and more exciting than yesterday's English war...

Think I'm not gonna sleep loh...my bed is fully occupied by a dead Fish...I can't even squeeze my flat butt inside...
I'm still able to study for few hours leh....not bad ma...

okay, lets refer to the CSP formulae:
3 hours study just now + 2 hours study later + a lil blessings sent from above + a lil bit giraffe skill tomorrow = should be able to get at least a B (or C).

* i dun wan the latter wan can ar? ><" *

I'm not very particular in grading larh....promise a pass will do...I'll pay more concentration towards my assignment...hehe

Please, God bless ManUtd, and injury-free today, also booking-free...peeeeh-leeezee!!!
Buh-bye...I'm off to study!
")

i need antidote!

2008-04-22T13:17:00.006+08:00

Tuuu dia!!! Orang ni dah injected massive ammount of fatally fatal poisson damn right into my semi fucked up nerves...now spreading widely, rapidly, also a bit goosebump-ly!
Soon my life gonna expire!!!

Damn...wonder where he hooked this up? And I'm wondering if it's a sample? Still pending his reply at the forum...

But hey, aren't this much much more dope than the others? I dunno, judging is more to personally...but seriously I feel this much...and I'd long for this zhun and brand new dangers since many months ago when I first saw at nikesb.org....

"Abang Freddy, boleh kasi gua satu pasang ar? I kasi lu scratch gua satu kali larh..bleh? I am-damn-jam-wam-gam-bam jeles lah wey!!"

I'm so Taurus again =.=
Fuuuuuh~

owls are late

2008-04-22T03:48:00.016+08:00

I'm again and again and again, failed myself to get some good sleep and a serious revision....

Uhm...disorder clotted blood pieces gathered around my left cheek, partially, result from peeling of the semi-dead skin from a nearly recovered acne...owl eyes...dull and moistureless skin...I think I'm soon a zombie or alive corpse...

I guess I must seclude myself in the room, stay 10meters away from any electronic gadgets, be a rave the best...
Or personally, I should sit back and think properly...I can't even convince myself to be more diligent yet I kept on blaming stuffs around me that distract my attention and mood away...I think it is more to the spine of my own...I'm not mentally strong enough larh seriously : (

Ok larh...cut out the unnecessary pleas...jibberish will derange me if I keep it on, here some shots when we went to Kepong for bak kut teh hours ago...hehe ^^)
Anyhow, I still prefer my hometown's...though I grabbed alot of sam zan bak just now....hahah!

When only I can have my EOS 400d huh? Fuckin' critical overloaded buying list! DAMN!

You see now I already portrait the dark side of Taurus, JEALOUS, when I saw Tinny can breed wools from her mek mek in Harvest Moon and also she don't have to climb up the mountain to fish...she owns a pond! Now I know my dunno-how-many-years-old Nintendo version Harvest Moon sucks like hell! She's having 3 dates in a time! Now only I know we can flirt in the latest versione...I'm so left behind huh! >.< Ya Allah...kasihan tul...

Fish gonna get his honey soon...I still have to wait for some, some time...half a year mebbe? I dunno...but then I bo chap d...borrow and use oni laarh...pai seh har! I'll be very careful, do not worry...heeeeh ^^
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See, cash rules everythin...
But I do know what is optional and what is requirable...just to speak out my over excessive desire for certain thing...
Strenuous task and frantic me...gotta get a new job in the up coming semester...
Good luck for me, good luck for all~

-__-

unoccupied me

2008-04-21T23:07:00.014+08:00

Countdown 3 more days to my exam..

Damn I was like so fuckin' free here...dangling my leg to and fro...and I'm totally worry-free...
How come I am not fearful and nervous at all??

Someone please beg me to study? Or I'm gonna beg someone else to make me study?
Fuuuuh~ I wanted to sleep early today....wake up at 9 in the mornin tomorrow, get a shower, sit and read! Can I?

*pleading hard*

And that's why I loaded myself with a large Carl Jacobson's main brand, it contributes to the furtherance of my pursuit to dream... ^^

Yet, again I do some snapping...same old place, just to get rid over boredom...heeee~

Okay...that's all for now...
so long, farewell...
Boa-noite!
^^ )

JUICE re-up

2008-04-21T15:37:00.011+08:00

Kudos to this dude, ya boy mr EDC...
His first public interview since the scandal...
And he's already in the talk with WMA!!!
Here comes the new JUICE with new shits...

Click here, see more.
EDC: "LET ME LIVE BABY LET ME LIVE!!!"
XD

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The same time, there's an internal disorder among the CLOT crews...
Prominently, there goes Hanjin's blog at Clotinc...no more!
Ever wondering the fall out...
Check this out.

")

insomnia-ism

2008-04-20T11:54:00.020+08:00

Refering back my last post, after I ended my blog with my fingers crossed, hoping Manu to win, I actually hop into my bed trynna get some sleep until the two bravo broke in...
One just came back from gathering, another just arrived KL for not more than 2 hours...I got distracted from my nearly fall asleep mode...and congrats...they succeed to arouse me up...the toughest thing for me is to find the path back to my dream! =.=

I rouse and head to the hall...wandering here and there....for no reason...
They gimmie a pleasant smile...and then "heeee! you finally wake up d ar!! good good! don't sleep so early laarh"
Aaawwhh...I was like wotta fuck? Diggin me up just for this short speech? Ok lorh...teman you all loh...I'm always so flexible and generous and also considerate eh... *grins*
Then suddenly Ah Pin said "jom dim sum"...waaah...that's the best thing to do at 330am...my brain got refreshed and I am awake from my sub-consciousness!

I really salute this guy larh...he drove all the way from Penang yesterday night at 10...and he came up here for nothing besides the sudden thought of errm-i-think-i'm-going-to-kl-now...Got his TnG reloaded, then dash here as fast as he can...fuuuuh~
Okay...Tiny, Pin, Fish and I left for Jalan Ipoh after a cold shower....

The night lights series:

A lil bit fresh air, to end my sleepless night and it's time to welcome another new day for the city under the moonlight...that was at 5++am...so I blaaah to bed d larh after the capture...

I shouldn't sleep at this late so often...already conquered by 5 acnes and they just out thru shinnin on my face... uneasy >.<
And so so lucky Manu didn't suffer a lost at Ewood Park yesterday...
Late strike from Tevez equal the level and the title is gettin nearer and nearer...I am hoping and wishing next week's match against Chelsea will be a dramatic one...defeat them at Stamford Bridge, clinch the title there...woaah...pride!
I am so so semangat towards next and next week! For Manu, they gonna go Barca-Chelsea-Barca...For me, I'ma go Exam-Exam-Exam...
Pressure and balls shaking weeks! *deep breath*
XD

random vids/ monotony night

2008-04-20T01:28:00.012+08:00

Gap's Boyfriend Trouser:

The Egg Prank:

Quite a surprise to see me infront of my desktop during Red Dev's match day unless I'm alone at my home sweet home...
No choice larh...I got no kaki tonight...
Fish went for gathering, my 'deeeer' macha pulak claims that he has to pay full concentration on his dunno-how-many-days war...warrior's pattern aje...
Haiiih...what to do...my eyelids not even half shut yet...how to get into sleep?
While 'watching' live, TEXT football match at livescore, I pick some pranks and pointless humor vidz randomly...boredom may kill! And I found out the duo attached vidz quite kelakar...
Then...I kept on reload and reload the page...still the same old result! Why and how tha fuck ManUtd still losing a goal to nil? Mana boleh cam nii??!! Already 83minutes and some more this is a sure-must-win match...
: (
My nerve are wrecking and balls are shaking hard larh...
*sigh*
*fingers crossed*
: /

realization

2008-04-19T18:01:00.019+08:00

Be thankful for all that we have...we are way lot more fortunate compare to them...
Still complaining?

Besides, I would like to utter an advice for some particular person that I care much...
Check this out...

Skull With Cigarette, 2007 [based on a painting by Van Gogh]
Depicts 200,000 packs of cigarettes, equal to the number of Americans who die from cigarette smoking every six months.

nuff said.

more at http://www.chrisjordan.com/current_set2.php?id=7
: )

how far we've come

2008-04-19T10:53:00.015+08:00

After read thru someone else's blog refering the merry & joyful moments with fellows of 'comrades'...I did, and I truly missed the best moment of my college life. But that's back to couple years ago...when we're still the complete whole bunch of monkeys at Penang...
Random outing, good mamak food, good ramly burgers, pranking, spanking, gang bang-ing, crapping, fooling, non-stop of laughters, pillow talk at anywhere, gurney plaza as rendezvous, leaving memories in the photo, heading to the beach at the midst of the night, having our own world & doing stuffs of our own like no one's beside us, bla & bla & bla...man I really miss every single of that moment!
Gone thru my photo folders...from the first time I stepped into college alone, until I met Ah Boon aka Baboon aka PV aka Darren aka CCB at lecture hall, then a bunch of most semangat troops that I'd ever met, and from the first malu-malu dinner with them till we manage to find and move into the same unit together...the everlasting lovely but dirty and messy yet warmy, unique and crowded Hillside with unexpected, unpleasant and undesired midnight 'alarm clock' from the 13th floor which always kena continuous grumbles from the management...and from cry to laughter...
XD

Fuuuuuuh~ the 2006 us...

...yes we did changed alot, alot in 2 years time...hahah!

I miss you guys much...how good if I'm not here, in this u-know-what-i-mean city...
Besides expensive and expensive stuffs, busy and busy traffic, glamo and blingbling lifestyles, too much of over materialistic and realistic homo sapiens, I dunno what else to describe d...*sigh*
And yeah, Penang is not big and everything there is just fine...that's what I want...
Counting days to get my ass back..
: )

no more sweat

2008-04-18T19:44:00.014+08:00

I accompanied Susan to check her babe into hospital...seriously fever and overheated at her stomach, heaty and bad breath for a month although my dad got her some medicine during his last visit...
This time I think she'll gonna be alrite after undergone a surgery by the abang-abang mechanic yang hebat dan peramah at Shell's workshop.
We linger aimlessly at Jusco Alpha Angle after a lil conversation with the surgeon...he said "balik lepas empat jam ya!"
Fuulaamak!! I nearly choked after the word EMPAT JAM! wahlauweh... how the hell we gonna spend our time at the small small 'supermarket' ???
No choice...we went for our brunch at McD...yea, again after I had burger and burger and burger for my yesterday's meal. I always got myself stuck in this deplorable financial state. Dunno why...I stop buyin kicks for few months d..but still the same...I don't think I can make it to have enough savings for my LC-A... sad larh!
After 2 hours burger-ing, fries-ing, coke-ing & Galaxie-ing...we can't tahan edi...got our ass up and be a Jusco-wanderer...
Then check in at Old Town, planning to spend another 2 hours there...dah habis baca mags, dah kenyang...what can I do? I play with the camera oni lah...

At last her babe got her coil changed...and we can finally feel the presence of cold air...
And I think I'm gonna make no contact with coffee at this moment, for at least half a week...the...errm..I guess is Old Town Memorably really brought me a memorable momento...
The 'kaaaw-ness' nearly makes me puke! Wotta significance...
Akibat of daring to try...eeewwhh! Stick to xi-mut and white coffee will do nextime..
>.<
okay...thatz the end of the chan's offspring stories...

As for now, a couple ups and downs at BPL...
SAF has confirmed the trio Brown, Rio and Carrick agreed new contracts with ManUtd!!! Mr. Wes I love you much!!
Vida is fit for the visit to Ewood Park!!! Wooohoooo!!!
but...
Grant's men win at Goodison Park, closing the gap to 2 points.
hmm...
=.=

the Ed. Pinaud

2008-04-18T17:47:00.018+08:00

Finally job done for the launching of new Ed. Pinaud cologne event at BBC...
To be a few minutes 'bouncer', to escort those 'waaw waaw' look model, to be a helper to clear off the props on the stage was not bad...I enjoyed myself in that 4 hours job...thanks to miss Claire and also sorry for my lateness...mou lau larr : )
Pics to do the say, but really blur lar...I curi-curi snap most of them...hehe..

Entrance

The party

Me and Mr. Seow...
I guess this is the 1st time we met since we're both in KL for quite sometimes...hahah

On the way back...

Observation result: I can see many-many hawt chix inside the club...I wonder are they 'bao-ed' by those rich-rich & glamorous-glamorous datuk-datuk? It's only my assumption, ain't any offending or displeasing words! :D
Cause some of them look really young, sitting with a bunch of elderly...oklah...mebbe grand daughter loh.. XD
Some lau yee even comes up with horny pose, 'flinging' their rough and unrefined thick great weight jungle-look hair to the back, and they're like: "Oiihhh hensemnya lengzai model ni!! Boleh tolong tak? (flinging the right side jungle, asking model to spray)...summore-summore kat sini (flinging the left side jungle)"...
The 'decent' smile from the model and the 'oh-god-i-wanna-escape-asap' walking speed can tell his feeling...I guess I can read the emotion...hahah...kesian!

: D

true fans!

2008-04-17T00:54:00.002+08:00

Waaaahhh.....salute salute!!
Anyone can tell me where to hook this up at Malaysia???
I'm gonna rock them to every match aye!!!

truly, madly, deeply!

2008-04-15T03:36:00.009+08:00

Man, I feeel...I feeeeel them! I feeel these shitz!!! Aaaawwwhh!!!
Best damn thing!!! XD
Killin tees and beautiful dangers!!! Irresistible!!!
But then how good if they release another options for vans old school....
Woooosh! That'll be simply perfecto!!

God... drop them for me puh-leeeze!!!
More info here...
: D

plain monday

2008-04-14T16:34:00.013+08:00

Due to my ke-lazy-an, I flew Mr. Amos Chin a boeing-777...planning for a revision at college's library but I failed to get up from bed early in the morning...and then, there goes my flight heading to Mr. Amos Chin. LoL...sorry dude...my bill for sirap ais :D

I missed out the 4 minutes freezing momento at KL yesterday! Should have myself frozen but I really missed it! >.<
Me and Amos, few minutes late to Lot10, the gathering point for the event KL Freeze...
We left after we saw everyone remain 'alive' but not freezing there...
And minutes away, I just found out the event was held over at Pavilion from The Star online : (

Nice vidz on Youtube...check them out! : D

And some picha on the day before yesterday...when miss cheeyi visited me and fish at Timesquare...

Cik oeih, cik oeih!

He & she.

Me & her.

Pattern banyak-banyak XD

Her trademark =.=

Same lansi, same cheeky, same old her...but she seems like growing taller and taller...gosh...now at my eye level...mebbe she'll have to bend down while talking to me after few years? haha...

And one more thing...thanks Arsenal to hand the advantage to ManUtd...
Arsenal took the lead but a superb freekick from Owen after Ronny's equalizer from a penalty spot makes the turnover.
A pleasant sensation...they're all geared up for B'burns and the Spanish giant...

Kudos to Sir Alex Happyman : D

O Hargo.

Ronny after penalty.

2 wins to go and they're the BPL champs again! yeehaa!!!

survey?

2008-04-11T08:20:00.010+08:00

She said it's a must...here you go then! : D

a REPLY to Steph...

1.在你喜歡的人面前,你會說什麼?
everything

2.生氣時會說甚麼話
is cursing included? sounds immature but it's rare to hear from me : )

3.你喜歡的顏色？
blue

4.你有多久沒有傻笑了？
i do this very often

5.形容今天的心情?
( :

6.最受不了自己什麼？
unable to catch up the flow in my philosophy of life

7.如果有不開心的事情，你會怎麼辦?
wandering and pillow talk and sleep

8.最害怕失去的東西？
for sure buddies, and ma another half

9.遇到喜歡的人，你是勇敢表白還是默默關注？
i am ay coward : (

10.說一句你最喜歡的一句話？
well done!

11.最想擁有的超能力？
a hybrid of Hiro Nakamura and Matt Parkman! : D

12.自己不好的習慣?
unhurried and diffident : \

13.如果人生可以重來~你最想？？
become Pete Wentz and spend ma time with Ashlee! aawwwhh!!! XD

14.最討厭別人做啥事???
being lazy and arrogant

15.你吃過最好吃的是什麼？
everythin, anythin to do with b-e-e-f...but no intestine puh-leeeze!

16.如果能讓你實現一個願望，會是什麼？
i wan infinite balance in my bank account! cash rules everythin, right? : (

17.請用一句話來表達你目前的感受
MissHerAble?

18.是否可以接受善意的謊言？
depends

19.你最喜愛的興趣是什麼?
widen up my knowledge

20.現在最想作的事?
get my ass showered! i am late for class!

: D

new & fresh

2008-04-10T20:11:00.004+08:00

Finally we had a replacement for the old and sluggish line provided by J-net. It took me like half an hour to load a photo last time and my lime wire wouldn't came alive at all...but now, everything is completely different...the internet line went back to it's normal speed and I can work things out faster... weeeheee!
Also thanks to the friendly customer service provided by TM...they called me up and informed me regarding the under repairing jumper which was already fixed at my area and also activated my account. I favor the friendly customer service and how they keep track of their customer until we're totally able to connect to the net. Thanks!
: )

And I just noticed a breaking news! But actually it was a day ago...hah!
There's been a lot of speculation about the duo's relationship and now they had made a confirmation to the media...
Ashlee Simpson happily engaged to Pete Wentz!
This is another hollywood couple which caught my attention other than the late romance of the Disney couple Brit and Just.
Ash and Pete have been dating since 2006 and they look great till now...
A webbie reveals , "Enjoy it while it lasts. People can get married at 23 but they're not gonna make it work in Hollywood".... nobody knows what will gonna happen next.
Hope and pray and wish both Simpson and Wentz will treasure and enjoy everything for the time being...and make it till the end, if possible. They're just too matchy matchy!
Awaitng Ash's latest album 'Bittersweet World' which is set to release at 22nd April...
: D

look after you

2008-04-10T16:25:00.008+08:00

Awwwh...I'm just so in love with this...

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh,
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my Baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
After You
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

brain hemispheric dominance

2008-04-08T01:37:00.006+08:00

Gone through an article regarding this topic...and had figured out which side I am supposed to be.

Are you more to right or left?

Click here to find out more...
(I see her going clockwise)

I'm more to the right side which:
I focused on the visual of an image that I saw rather than to focus on the words or symbols first.
I remember things through picturing the whole image, not by remembering the names.
I see the whole first then only to the detail.
I got no sense of time.
I enjoy touching & feeling rather than just observing.
I don't read instruction manual before trying and I'll figure it out myself first.

But then, I still feature this duo of the left side functions when I'm on my work.
I like to plan and sometimes I'm quite organized! : D

Hybrid me uh?

It's late, goodnight all...
: )

$$$

2008-04-06T23:32:00.001+08:00

sometimes i st-stuttered

2008-04-06T13:10:00.008+08:00

depressExhaustdejectGlooMdiffidentafraidBlaNkdullbizarre
colorlessbluequietudedepressExhaustdejectGlooMdiffident

We crawl, we walk, we run, we jump, we fight, we fall, we rise, we crawl, we walk, we run, we jump, we fight...
This is the philosophy of life and people keep on changing and improving.
But then I left myself remain undone to join the crowd in the pursuit of improvement.
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake.
It's my self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made.
I gotta get outta here and I'm still fighting...

And this reminds me of the late Heathy as William Thatcher in the film A Knights Tale. His passion in jousting really caught my heart. He fought well. Miss that movie much!

I really welcome and appreciate constructive comments and criticisms in the time to come.
Thanks!

a predestined tragic

2008-04-05T17:56:00.012+08:00

Tadaaaa....the arrival of the royal- Khor Ying Jun, along with Hallie Teh....hahaha!

June, Hallie and I.

Tinny, Pin (yeah, we share the same name :D), June and I went up to Genting yesterday night...
It was a sudden trip...for fun...LoL!
Tinny called and asked whether wanna go up to Genting and since me and June were not attached to any activities besides crapping at ma house, we agreed to follow them.
Really really thick mist after the rain!

The fog.

The elder and the younger.

Thanks June for her ice mocha here...

It was a nice trip though....freezing cold that night! :D

Back to some inevitable misfortune incident happened to me and June just now when I accompanied her to Pudu to buy bus ticket.
Both of us got so pissed off! We spent exactly 5 hours there rushing up and down the stairs for nothing. A weary trip under the blazing sun to Pudu instead...*sigh*
Unorganized ticket selling system, terrible attitude worker plus the significant heavy traffic jam at KL.

What comes across your mind when you were given a chance to voice out your unsatisfactory towards government's misconception in order to lead us to a better and organized country? I would like to utter a complain particularly about the critical traffic jam problem in KL. Totally a massive disorder. Including the absurd and senseless placement of those road signs at the very end of a road which gonna separates to two. You have to make an instant decision or you're gonna U-turn from a very long distance. This is normally where accidents occur when foreign drivers can't made up their mind in a flash of time whether which way to go. Indirectly, road accidents cause the lateness of buses to the station and long queues at the platform.
Then....the whole schedule went kelam-kabut. The ticket sellers will simply sell their tickets by giving you inaccurate time, making you wait and wait for the sake of earning as much as they can.
This is what I'd gone through from noon to evening.
Apa boleh buat? haiih...
=.="

patient/ impatient/ im-patient

2008-04-04T18:13:00.009+08:00

I saw this during lecture class today.

patient- tolerant, calm, stable
impatient- intolerant, in a hurry

what if...
im-patient?

I'm stuck in between. LoL!

Ignore the above ones...It's just my uncertainty about which path I'm on now...kind of a mental illness...hahah!

June gonna pay me a visit later!!! Can't believe gonna see tht gina in such short period after I came back from Penang...hahaha!
She came all way long from the island to be the white rat of her friend's...err...I'm not sure what exam her friend's having...
And yeah...she's coming with her sis Hallie...as she's also gonna make her way here to visit friends as well....and such a coincidence, June told me that Hallie's friends stay at the same area, same building as me...
Encounter another 'small-small world incident' again...hahaha!

How if we're given the ability to stop the time,
like what Hiro Nakamura did in Heroes?

aaaah~ I've got ma answer...be PATIENT.
Sis used to tell me that the best is yet to come and it surely worth the wait
=)

happysad

2008-04-04T15:59:00.016+08:00

Happy

My group assignment for Design subject finally came to an end yesterday. So glad that me and my other 2 team mates did it smoothly without any error, although we used to finish our coursework in the very last minute…and we’re late for class bout 15 mins! Awwwwh!! >.< To be frank, I felt pleased this time. Other groups had exactly 5 members in a team but we are the only team which made of 3. At first I’m being just so pessimism not because of our lateness, but our product and packaging. I had a glimpse through other group’s product. They were all so fancy! And that totally scares my ass out… Thought of there will be no compliment but only flaks…but surprisingly, our tutor kinda like our product. It’s because of the simplicity and not to be too kinky I can say. The only thing she wants us to modify is the visual aid of packaging cause I’d adopted an image directly from a webbie…that is the consequence of last minute work- lack of time! Other than that, everything was alright. Gotta try harder and brush up our presenting impression with better design etiquette as our presentation was merely acceptable.

Allex, Adrian, Miss Yarshi and I

everyone after job done!

the entire...

ever consider to get 1 for yer children? hahaha...

Sad

I gave up continuing using my current broadband- Jnet. Calling for several times of maintenance and it’s still the same. The service is totally sucked! Whole unit was unable to connect to the net since last Friday. I definitely will not to introduce this company to others next time.

The hue of the sky turned into sepia after the heavy rain and my blurred vision started to transform into shapes. I can finally see buildings instead of thick fog. Continuous heavy downpour at my area for few days caused this dimness that makes me feel sleepy for whole day. Yesterday was even worse. Rumors said that there were tiny ice cubes came along with the downpour. Was like the news I heard few years back when icing instead or raining poured down all over the city and they cracked the vehicle’s mirrors and hurt you much. The earth is seriously ill!!! People should not sit still while our planet is striving from severe destruction.

SOS!

thrust

2008-04-01T20:09:00.029+08:00

Had been away for few days rushing my assignments after a dead-alive from stagnant mode...

I had a wonderful holiday few days back in Penang. I told mom and dad I'm going home for 'cheng beng', but as in fact, I wanna meet my buddies there...haha!
And yeah...I'm gonna start a long-long speech including some photos here! XD

The first day was kinda harsh for me. I was such an idiot I can say. My finances were in a deplorable state, and for the sake of saving, I went to a saloon that I don't even trust at all. I got my hair devastated at the 1st time I went in and I'm visiting them again. Damn!
It was like that's the only hair saloon in Penang...What's wrong with me? Thought of giving them another chance to prove their skill once more and to prove that I was wrong previously? Or being supportive for friend's sake? (Cause someone, who is a friend of the hair dresser told me that he's really skilful) *sigh*
Perhaps, I am just being too selective again...
Alright...nothing helps if I keep mumbling a lot here... gotta wait and wait and wait...
The night, we went to Red Box. I'm still missing those moment when I am Emma, OBG as Mel-C and Hong as Posh. We really spiced up our life there...hahaha!! And that's the only thing which manages to divert my bad-hair-day-feeling.

And the second day, we finally make our way to the long-waited beef kuey teow soup!!!It's really chopstick lickin' good!!! From the 1st nip of the beef to the very last sip of the soup, I was just enjoying the food and also busying wiping the sweats running out from my pores constantly...haha! The tenderness of the beef and the savory beef stock soup worth the visit although it costs us RM7 for a small bowl, served in a torrid and small little kopitiam.

Good food in here!

U make me so hawt!!

Then they followed me back to Butterworth to return my mom's car. CPJ regretted following us as she can't stand the weather that nearly got us roasted. But at least we're having quite good time in rapid bus. Darren then fetches us from a bus stop near Hillside.

Ini dua orang haarr, memang....

Later that night, we went to Gurney Plaza. Siew and CPJ so eager to see a Taiwan star performing live. I can't remember his name >.<

Primary.

Secondary.

Beef Kuey Teow Soup at Newlane.

Third day, my final day at Penang. A few had gone back to hometown. Only me, OBG, June and Joo were around. Since Joo have to work, three of us visited Gurney Plaza again...We seems like doing quite a lot of repetition stuffs in 2 days time like beef-ing for several times, went to the same mall for 2 times...
But who cares...the point is we're gonna spend as much time as possible together cause studies set us apart, soon. Too bad, Darren was absent.
We wandering and wandering, and went for a ghost movie - Deadly Ghost...
Waaah! I'm gonna b-o-o and s-c-r-o-o-o-o the director of this movie!!! Such a movie with terrible storyline! The whole movie was trying to tell us that the main actress can see things we normal mankind can't see. It’s like her routine of being scared and followed by ghost for some misunderstanding back to when she was a kid. And this is also the first time I saw many people leaving the hall at the midst of the movie. But luckily the sound effect and the make-up of the ghost gave this movie a consolation.
Then we had our dinner at Kim Gary. I beef-ed again! Hahaha!
Oh yeah...I will not forget to introduce a cute lil girl, believe to turn into a belle after 2 decades… LoL!

Beef rice with mushrooms and corns.

Err...I prefer real life...

She keeps on moving when OBG taking her photo.

Guess what? We bought another full cream milk after dinner! Hahaha...
Then we went up to the top level, find a place which is quite isolated from the crowd and rest our ass there...
And that's the place where we started to do lotsa lame stuffs...hahaha...

Snap 1.

Snap 2.

Snap 3.

Limited Edition XD

Before sending me to jetty, we stopped at QE II to do some 'pillow talk'. We did do planning for this coming semester break...but seems like plans that we planned only succeed after many failures...haha...
We love to enjoy the process of planning before considering the expenses and other stuffs...LoL!
I really had 3 days of great time in Penang with my buddies...that's something I relish and cherish for all the time.

QE II before I left.

View from our seat.
It's really nice but destroyed by low MP's camera = (

Adios to my friends!

Okay, that's the end of my narrative essay! XD
Feeling frisky now and I'ma keep on being persistent in studying and to sit for my final exam in a few weeks time...

where is he?

2008-03-26T11:17:00.002+08:00

It's been some time since the sex scandal incident. And wheres edc?
Hope to see him back in action as soon as possible...
Such a waste if he drops out from the entertainment world...
But I bet he won't...this dude gonna bounce back, harder, better, faster stronger!!

miserable

2008-03-25T21:32:00.009+08:00

I starved myself from early in the morning till the very late of today and until my sis brought me for a late dinner. I ain't lazy, but again, categorized myself as a selective fella cause the foods in canteen really draw my attention & appetite away..haha..
I just stuffed them into my stomach...really damn tasty! This ain't any uptown restaurants serving fine food or best steak in town but a malay stall, and yet, the food is tremendously "waaw waaw" !! We ordered ayam dalam telur (I guess I named it wrongly..hehe), sotong goreng & kangkung biasa. They were all merely very very biasa dishes but then, even the fried cuttlefish is way better a lot than Fish & Co's fried calamari!! Sorry F&C, mom told me to be honest.
; )

Needless to say...I got lack-of-ricephobia...

...while she got ricephobia

And finally...the protagonists!

Apart of that, I found myself still struggling in the pool of misery. I am looking for a buoy, and drag myself outta here.

Chilled & looking forward to my greatest escape
: )

merry

2008-03-20T22:02:00.004+08:00

Went for a movie, a Jack Neo's film...needless to say more, everyone should know what's his latest production aite? =D
Pretty cool! Finally there's someone to outburst the feeling of innocent victims struggling from menace by transforming them into a comedy...this is how a talent being used in a dramatic work that contains a happy resolution of a thematic conflict by installing some violence act inside...
I wonder how is the reaction of those loan shark fellas after they went for this movie..haha!
This is why I love Jack Neo's film since he was the writer for movie Money Not Enough and starts to direct movie like I'm Not Stupid...such a talented dude!

And hell yeah! I got this assorted colors toe socks from Sox World...
Crave for this many months ago and finally I can get my Invisible Women accompanied by my today's pickup! =)
Gotta pull them high up to the knee length!

Time to put some effort in my assignments...adios and have a goodnight everyone...

weary saturday

2008-03-15T23:53:00.008+08:00

Nothing much to say...captured some pics on my way back from work...
My resolution in comprehending =)
And ooh yeaah....I feel orange today!

Inspiration from NatalieDee.com...thanks! =D

I am in orangiiee....

...and another orangiiiee!

I called them fakie pinkie...cause they don't really look real.
But they are, instead!

Level Xplore...

...and now I fly up high! XD

That's all...have a good night everyone...it's supper time!

vision of hope

2008-03-14T23:47:00.013+08:00

' Yesterday is but a dream, and tomorrow is only a vision. But today well lived makes every yesterday a dream of happiness and every tomorrow a vision of hope. '

Haah...I've got no idea where and when I adopted this...anyway, I make good use of my today =)
Went to class at 10 and back at 12. Yes, I skipped drama's lecture!!! Hahaha...I think the more I attend, the possibility for me to get mad is higher...
Every Graphic Design year one student who's taking drama course should know how snobbish is that lecturer...
I'm not intentionally to trash her down leaving bad impression towards her, it is the fact instead =D
Guess I have to video capture part of her action in the class to have a grand description about her, precisely!
* stay tune, more to come regarding my 'adorable' drama lecturer =) *

Oh yeah...hereby to thank my sis for her plain dinner - A plate full with white rice, 3 fried eggies, 3 pieces of BONELESS chicken meat.
(should know my hatred towards bone after I cap & bold & colored the boneless word!) ;D
It's not a fancy one but simply a relish for luxury when I am not well fed...hahaha
Captured some restless highway night view before I left.

Late yet heavy.

Shop lots next to highway.

Can you spot McD?

p/s: sorry for the quality and techniques. I'm still learning and I don't own a DSLR =(

I'll end my today after this. Looking forward for a better vision of hope.

JOKE OF THE DAY!

stoned

2008-03-14T08:54:00.002+08:00

I got this indecisive feeling ran thru all over my nerves again.
This ain't a suitable time for me.
I am being so hectic day by day.
Helpless towards this quandary.
But I have to overcome this very soon.
It's easy to utter out everything yet it's strenuous for me to do and handle it.
I kept on marveling what's gonna be next, how if this not gonna happen, how if that gonna happen.
Gonna jump start myself off this madness before I turned insensible.

with love

2008-03-13T11:10:00.015+08:00

Love is so very special
Yet can make you feel so lost
It can arrive just like the springtime
And melt away like morning frost.

You must find ways to nurture
Always grow your love with care
Never ever take for granted
The love that you both share.

Mistakes are bound to happen
You may hurt each other's heart
Yet don't give up to easily
It will tear your love apart.

Love resembles a bright flame
That lights a dark starry night
Never ever let this flame burn down
Rekindle with all your might.

Take a moment every day
Look deep into each other's eyes
Never hesitate to show affection
Small gestures will keep a love alive.

Talk openly about your feelings
Take time to show that you care
Treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare.

Some one who is close to me just got her life brighten up. I hope this comes to what she's wishing for all the time. Good luck!
Love doesn't seems much more different than putting a risk on an investment. Sometimes you'll get a good income and vice versa...
In order to get it, you must be able to give willingly and wait patiently so that you'll get something in return.
However, uncertainty keeps on running across your mind...leaving you in the state of indistinct.

I found this in my sis's previous post...kinda long time ago...but still, I have them in my mind! =)
" The first woman Eve is made of a rib of the first man Adam.. and if you do find your right rib, happiness lands itself. "

Indeed, but then ya know, there are a lot of time when things doesn't seems to work like what we had planned and hope for.
Never try to give fake hope to someone if you are not mean to be with him/her because moving on is simple, what left behind really makes it so difficult. And if you had hurt someone unintentionally, at least be there to wipe away the tears.
To me, able to have a good communication between each other is the key of all. There's nothing much to be concern or worry about if a couple can connects well.

To every lovely couple:
For love still remain, life is a sweet mystery.
To those in the search of love:
Love is a magic, and it always will be.
To those who got their heartbroken:
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.
To myself:
I will make the most of what comes and the least of what goes.

=)

i hate to see their departure

2008-03-12T18:46:00.027+08:00

June and Andrew were here on 9th and 10th... Once more, we went out with Hallie...
Err...what to say? Haha... It makes me kinda like tongue tied again whenever I saw someone so pretty, especially her frisky eyes...mesmerizing! Only God knows why will this keeps on happening to me >.<
Let the photos do most of the saying...

This is me & Mr Por.

June girl with me.

Hallie & I. X-)
(shes really hawt!)

5 of us.

Went for an early dinner with my family moment ago. As usual, mom and dad came all the way from Penang to visit me and my sis monthly.

Dad's fav Kajang satay- the beefy and the chicky...

The famous AirBatuCampur...
(Tastes different since my last visit. I prefer the previous one)

The process...

Job done! I am bloated...

The aftermath.

Before I end this, let me have a chance to call upon my part of forces that managed to compose my feeling after I forfeited my 4th roll of negative. See, failure occurred repeatedly =(
Blame on me this time. I was too forgetful to tape the side of my Holga to prevent light leak... There goes my 4th roll of negative which I brought up to Genting to document some part of my life on pictures...
Fortunately, I still got something, which is my another force to cheer me up when I am able to find some photos that makes me feel content.
TAAADAAAA~~~
Here are some results from my Konica waiwai =)

I live here.

Before outing.

Alley nearby KL plaza.

I dunno what to call this.
Little cubicle thnigy lah instead XD

A dock at Butterworth.

Busy noon at Chow Kit.

Game time now and I've to do a lil bit of work later....so long, farewell!